Bogota. When she passed out, Natasha was in the arms of Ika Mazi. When she woke, she was in the infirmary in the jungles of Bogota. He saved her life. Someone was always saving her life, yet she could save no one else. As far as she knew, New York was in ruins, tons of innocent lives lost, and many soldiers fallen. There was pain, destruction, and death around every corner originating from the source of her, Accelerator, and the two arrancar. Accelerator. Where was he? What happened to him? He wasn't here, and she hadn't heard word. Was he dead? Did that man find him? That man. Denver. She could feel the panic course through her veins as another feeling chased it. As her heart rate elevated, she was knocked unconscious.
When Natasha woke again, she was in a room. A private room. Her own room. A letter left beside her bed explaining where she was and that she was welcome to stay. Stay. Would she stay? She would. She had to stay. She wasn't safe outside these walls. As much as she hated to admit it, she was safe as long as Ika was around. She was safe here. No. No, she wasn't safe anywhere. He would find her. He would tear this place apart, he would sneak in, and he would hurt everyone here. Ika wouldn't let that happen. He beat Denver. He could do it again. Natasha could not. Natasha was useless. She was a failure. Not just on one occasion was she useless, but two. She was weak, vulnerable, and a target. She had to stay. She couldn't protect anyone, but Ika could. He could lead them. He could do what she couldn't.
She would find herself sitting in the dark on the bed placed in the opposite corner of the room than the door. It was locked numerous times by multiple locks many of which she created herself. Nobody would get in. She wouldn't let them. He wouldn't get her again. She couldn't let him. A knock. Her whole body would jolt and lean further backwards into the corner as her fist immediately transformed into a canon. The only light in the room shinning green from the lights inside the canon. A voice? A female voice. A familiar female voice. Her best friend. Victoria? Was it really her? Was it Denver? Was he tricking her? She sounded sincere, but that man was clever, a master. A puppet master. Bodies dangled from the ceiling in her vision swinging about as angry voices testified against her. Her own soldiers. She remembered it. The room spun around her. No. No. No. She would repeatedly hit her head against the wall as she would whisper denial to herself only being rid of the vision as she would yell drowning out the noise. "How do I know?! How do I know it's you?! The real Vic. Real. Victoria. The real one," her voice would trail off after her initial shouting as she would slowly step off of the bed before quietly stepping closer to the door, until she could place her ear upon it. Was it her? Please. Please be her.