Heatwave
Awareness returned to Elliott suddenly in the wake of the fall. Something weighed down on his back, a pressure that rendered him barely able to breathe. It was dark, but he could hear, although most of what he heard was his own breathing. He was still alive, he figured, and as the shock slipped from his body Elliott found himself able to think clearly once again. His senses mostly blocked, he had to rely on the canvas of scents he could smell. There was a degree to which he could enhance his smell like a dog, and although such a trait was usually useless, now it would give him critical insight.
The scent of musty debris and melted steel filled his nostrils. There was sawdust and burnt rubber. He still smelled fire—and maybe that was where the heat came from that embraced him so uncomfortably. And there was so much blood. Not his own, but of others—myriad others—like a spattered canvas of death. No doubt, most if not everyone in the Committee HQ were dead—particularly the civilians. The smell of blood and death painted a picture in his mind of splendid destruction; but this was no Bob Ross piece. There was nothing happy about this occasion. Elliott growled, mustering his strength.
“Fucking shit!” He howled, the last of the debris that buried him flying off. His skin, striped with blood from the various things that cut and dug, slowly patched itself together as he took a knee and caught his breath. A small aura of spiritual pressure covered him—he tried his best to focus on repairing his injuries as thoroughly as he could. Broken bones snapped back into place, and the hole in his lung that he just now noticed sewed itself shut. Eventually, all the critical injuries were healed up. As the last of the injuries healed, the blood that covered his body slowly returned inside like a falling tide. He blinked as vision cleared and his mind finally started to once again race at its normal pace.
“Fuck.” He said, hoping to sum up the situation in one word. When that failed, he growled some more. “Fuck fuck fuck!” He stood in what could only be described as the perfect demolition. It was as though the towering Committee HQ had simply been deleted. No frame or structure of it remained. Only a mound of debris on whose summit he stood that spilled well into the streets beyond the property line. He jumped down the slope, making it to the street level with his newly restored grace, and he surveyed the situation.
“Holy shit…” he muttered. His vocabulary still wasn’t all there, but he was starting to build a picture of what happened in his mind. There were no police or emergency vehicles at the scene. Nothing was taped off. In fact, it was silent save for the cracking flames from the pyre he’d just escaped. No one was left.
A thought crossed his mind, and the question wormed its way into his head, begging for attention. He could go back into the mound and see what he could dig up. Property and items were no doubt lost, but there were people in there that could be saved, perhaps. The selfish streak of him hissed in anger at the thought and demanded that he save his own skin and leave. He’d escaped from the prison that the Committee had stuck him in so why go back? With their symbol gone, so too was their organization, and rather than rebuild with them, he’d prefer to save himself first.
He was the rookie after all. The one who hadn’t completed his training. When disaster struck in the first place he’d been told to stay inside and guard the place but look how effective that was? The fuckers who thought it prudent he stay inside to save what couldn’t be saved were probably all dead or scattered to the wind, so what chain was keeping him here now? Joining this organization was a wash, and Elliott decided then that he’d no longer be a part of it.
He still wanted to make a mark on the world. He wanted to be the one to protect humanity when the hollows invaded—in this very scenario! And yet he’d been imprisoned—not literally but constructively—in this place due to bureaucracy and a culture of mistrust. Hah, he thought. So much for that plan. Anyone in that dirtpile could sleep happy knowing it would be their coffin.
And then like a pendulum swinging, so too did the hammer of guilt hit him back. To think such thoughts about the people he’d been charged to protect. What kind of savior would he be to humanity if he would so easily forsake these people? The rational part of his mind reminded him that everyone in that dirtpile was dead but in no way happy. This was his first true assignment, and his first true failure.
The sound of sirens filled the air, reminding him that this was no place to be. He blurred away, appearing on top of an alleyway staircase before using his enhanced muscles to leap to the top of the building, bounding back and forth off the walls he scaled. He surveyed the scene from above, as was his job now. The civilian police could deal with digging up the ashes. He’d have to accept his failure from now on. He could only watch as the flames of his failure seared themselves into his mind. From this he’d make sure the lesson was learned—no longer would he tolerate being relegated to the sidelines. In the face of disaster like this, he’d carve out his own responsibility and with it do what he thought was right.
But for now, he could only think these thoughts, like the idle dreams of a boy who with his life would achieve nothing. He stood on top of the building, a solemn look etched in his face. The only true mark of his escape from death were his tattered clothes—and he could only hope that he found a way to not take that escape for granted.