I'm sure you're thinking all sorts of things about me right now, or not. But I've made my own decisions and they've kept me intact for a nice long while. Standing and dusting himself off, he smiled at her again. Oh, and you never told me your name, I don't want to offend you too much more, but you can tell me if you'd like to.
Stretching a bit he looked up at the sky, it was a clear day, with very few clouds. Y'know, I've never been somewhere that has ever had bad weather for some reason, but after a little while for some reason or another I end up bringing bad weather with me. Xen looked over at the woman again, he was no longer smiling, but instead looked somewhat sad. Do you think because I'm a Shinigami I can never really be at peace anymore? Because misfortune always happens to us, and we just force it on to others. In fact, even now I have to keep my power as supressed as possible so I don't affect the living humans around me, and even though I protect them I can't let them know it. He sighed and scuffed the ground at his feet a little bit and looked back at the sky. I want to become powerful so that I'm one of the ones in charge, I don't want people telling me what to do anymore. I don't have very many other options though, so I'm going to join the Kido Corps, work my way up, then leave. And who knows, maybe by that time you might actually come to like me a little bit.
With the last statement he looked back at her and smiled again.