Amaya smiled back "she feels you are readgy to weild your bankai and her full trust but remember that you do not own her, she owns you..you are partners not master and weapons."She commented heading to find tazuma and amelia, they needed a great talk as a family. Amaya ran through what she might say as she searched for tazuma and amelia "my friends find lord tazuma and ms. Amelia please, I need to speak with them both in mine and tazuma's quaters alone."she commented sending two of her butterflies off

The hunt for one of the ,butterflys was short lived as it found its target in the very chamber amaya requested.as i hear its.,message I chuckle"looks like I stay here time to wait I guess." I say as I recline in my chair

Amelia was in her bedroom, taking a light nap after her last training session with Joshua, when she got the message. The fact that her mother was calling a meeting worried her but she still got up, and got drerssed in her favorite outfit, which consisted of a plain red silk t-shirt, dark blue jeans, and white sneakers. once she was ready she put on her Divine cloak, just in case, and walked over to her Mother and Tazuma's quarters. She knocked before she entered and gave Tazuma a small smile upon seeing him

Amaya adjusted her skirt nodding to see the two butterflies returning quickly with success "thankyou friends, everyone relax, I will be back later to feed you all."She commented to the butterflies heading to her chambers to see tazuma and Amelia there as she shut the door behind her, not wishing for anyone else to hear or see what was going on. this was between the three of them.


Amaya moved over to a chair beside tazuma sitting down in it "Amelia...It has been brought to my attention from a source that you are over doing it with your constant trainig with neglecting to remember the condition you currently have with your minor episodes, where I was told that you passed out oncce because of this over trainig. As your mother, I am worried you are going too far too fast for your body to handle. I also heard you are training thinking you need to, to make me proud. No amount of training will make me think less of you and everyday I am proud of you in all ways and mostly just for being able to be your mother and able to help see you push through all the bad you have seen."Said Amaya starting it all off "All I ask Amelia, is that I am worried for your health in this wanting to train and become stronger for nothing. I dont care if you become stronger or if you are unable to."She commented gently "either take a few days of breaks and spend more time with me instead of training, or hang up your blade amelia...I am not doing this to harm you, for I would whether have you not fighting and being alive without these episods or dead because of these episodes. But I want your father's and your stand points on the matter so we all can reach an agreement on the same page to attempt to help you in the safest way."she said gently to her daughter waiting for her and tazuma's response to this meeting subject

Taking in all that amaya had said I take a deep breath " let her decide amaya.it is her life to live besides. I may be able to help her however she choices." As I say this my hand behind to glow blue with Divine power

Amelia was very silent a very still. Her expression was a troubled one and her body was tense underneath her cloak, Her mother was asking her alot but the biggest conflict came from the one thing she really wanted, which was to be as close to an ordinary child as possible. She saw an oppurtunity to grab onto that wish by hanging up her sword. However, she felt like that would be unfair to Eclair, who had helped her so much when it came to becoming stronger
"I... I don't know" she said"I would love to stop fighting. I'm tired of fighting, since my life has always been a fight for survival. But if I do stop it'll be no fair to eclair, who's helped me so much. I want to hang up my sword but I just don't know if it's the right choice"

"If anything, just tone it down on your training. Take it easy, if getting stronger means your body will have more of these episodes then i would whether have you weak. That is all I ask if you can take it easy on training and not do it so much. I really can't train like i use to because of my left arm isnt able to do what it use to. Also, like i heard a suggestion, maybe on most of the days you normally train we can go to the human world and just go hamg out like mother and daughter should, like go shoping and such."She commented

~~What should I do~~ Amelia thought, holding her head

~~Go for your original quarry~~ Eclair suddenly said

~~What do you mean~~

~~Your original goal was to be as close to an ordinary child as you can be. An ordinary child doesn't fight and kill monsters~~ Eclair said~~I liked my time with you and I'll always be with you. But I think it's time you accomplished your dream. You have it cornered right now. Take the chance to take it down. This is your last arrow. Aim well~~

Sighing Amelia grabbed her zanpaktou and jian and placed them in front of Tazuma and Amaya
"I... I think I'll retire from all the fighting~~ she said, hanging her head as tears began to fall from her eyes

"Amelia..."Said Amaya Getting up from her seat "Dont retire completely amelia...we still need you in possible future fights...Lets just not train as much, if anything think of having a vacation a few days a week."Said Amaya still wanting her to have both worlds."You and eclair been through alot but this of time same times of the weeks be like vacation...All I wanted as for you not to go so hard on yourself with becoming stronger to trying to impress me.."She commented hugging amelia close

"But I'm tired of fighting Mama" Amelia said" I've fought all my life. I just... I just want to relax. I know I'll be more of a burden if i retire completely but I... I just don't want to fight anymore. I just want to be with everyone and laugh and have fun. I know I can do that while still being a shinigami but please Mama... please let me just be a the little girl I never got the chance to be. At least for a few years, until I feel ready to pick up the sword again"