"If we don't win we remain here until it is no longer safe" Joshua said"If we do win, I don't care if I'm with Tazuma or not. I'm here because I want to keep you safe and keep you happy. If we're in different squads, we can still meet up during the day, when we're off duty. Don't worry, we'll take things slow if we do win and go back to Soul Society

"I just dont want to leave them short handed..I mean I have my sister back and those at the divine needs my assistances in healing. i been teaching others but still."She commented gently

"Anna listen. If we move back to Soul Society, you won;t be the only healer anymore. There are hundreds there that can heal others through use of kido or their zanpaktou or supplies they carry with them." Joshua said" If we win this war, the divine family will spread into the shinigami. We can still be considered the Divine Family amongst ouraelves but we will be part of a much bigger family. Do you understand?"

"Yeah but you seen what can happen to girls in the soul society...we will be in different squads..what if your not there when isanne gets out? what if you are on a mission and something happens like what happened to amelia.."She comented

"Well, until you get comfortable, I'll be by your side at all times. Even if Taz threatened me, I wouldn't leave your side" Joshua said before leaning close to Anna" This I promice you. Don't you beleive me"

"I do believe you joshua but I have gotten so use to being the main healer amongest the divine where I am really needed and dont have to worry about anything bad cause sister is there and her husband."She said

"You won;t have to join a squad if you don't want too tou know" Joshua said, wrapping an arm around Anna and holding her close" I just think joining one will be good for you, so that you can get used to being around people you don;t know and learn how to guage others"

"I know how to it is the fact I just dont really trust myself enough...you know this well joshua...I dont want to screw things up for you in anyway."She added

" So you might screw something up, big deal" Joshua said, waving a hand in 'so what' way" At least you tried. As long as you say that, you shouldn't regret screwing up"

"you know it is hard for me not to regret"She commented "it is the way I am. I cant help it"She said "I just dont want to cause you trouble is all."She commented looking down