Thor Blerster
"Life Is Just A Game."
Chapter 3: Loneliness Is Forever.
“-Unless of course you know something I don't Mr. Smarty pants. Tell me, what world are you from that's faker this one?” the dead pool said as he looked away and started to put his hand inside his brown colour trench coat to get something. Udarsha who was presently looking away heard a small sound of a click. Udarsha grinned. Sensing dead pools fear towards him. But he was not sure, if it was towards him or another being. Sensing the aura surrounding him, Udarsha realized it was not clearly towards him. Easing himself, he looked up towards the pale sky sensing the sensations of over-flowing energy surrounding him.
“The world is filled with energy. One day it would all be mine. One day, perhaps...one day...”
Udarsha gave a small glance towards dead pool; but he was surprised to see him still looking another way thinking. Udarsha shook his head hard. He had finally met someone. Someone who he could talk to. Someone who he could express his opinions to. Someone who would be his friend. But such thoughts were merely a small state of hope, which could be never achieved. For the reason that a person like, dead pool can never be a friend. Unless, you’re babble mouth and a lunatic like him. Such was the current state. But what could one do? What could Udarsha do? He may have the power. He may have the guts. He may have the experience and savvy. But he was not a people person. He was alone. Maybe forever...
Loneliness is not a sin. Loneliness is an unpleasant feeling. In which a person feels a strong sense of emptiness and solitude resulting from inadequate levels of social relationships. However, it is a subjective experience. Loneliness has also been described as social pain - a psychological mechanism meant to alert an individual of isolation and motivate him to seek social connections. To speak/talk with someone. To share a person’s feeling with someone. And mostly, to love someone. But some people did not have the luck to talk with people or have a strong relationship with them. And it was actually not a sin...Really...
People can experience loneliness for many reasons and many life events are associated with it, like the lack of friendship relations during childhood and adolescence, or the physical absence of meaningful people around a person are a few causes for loneliness. At the same time, loneliness may be a symptom of another social or psychological problem, such as chronic depression. But Udarsha didn't have either of them, he always needed solitude. He wanted to be alone always. But not always. Udarsha thought life as a mere game. This got him forward for more than 1000 years of his life-span.
"Life is just a god damn. Just get Fucking used to it. Or just die..."
Shaking his hard, Udarsha walked a few steps away from dead pool and began to take a small packet of cigarette from his pocket. He simply took a small lighter and lit it up a cigarette. Udarsha closed his eyes as he took another drag on his cigarette, the harsh bite of the tobacco tempered by the calming effect of the nicotine. The peaceful feeling coursed through him, slowly filling him with a blissfully soothing effect that allowed him to view everything around him clearly for a few all too brief seconds. Udarsha was not a smoker, at all. He would only smoke once a month and so. And today it was the day to do some serious smoking...
Looking back at the dead pool, Udarsha said calmly as he smiled at him, tapping him by the shoulder “Want one, yo?” he said as he showed him the packet of quality cigarettes’. The Dead pool, looked down at it and gave Udarsha a very puzzle look. He may have a mask. But the look was Epic.
“We all know that dead pool can’t smoke with him mask on! Crazy fucking shit, right? No? Okay.”
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WORD COUNT: 650+
WORD COUNT: 650+