"sorry i have to duck out for a moment to check something that i just recalled i be back in a moment." with that i walk out and close the door behind me then shunpo to the side of tazuma and say. "so anything you want to tell me about i just couldnt help but notice that something happening to you. I let you in on a secret that no one else knows about me you know that time that we find that my family had been killed by hollows well ever since that time i have be having dreams. Dreams that i am fighting a arrencar that wearing a tiger shape hollow mask but there something off about him like there a connection between us. You know what the dreams like that are becoming more and more often after that bird hollow that we fought after that hive minded hollows. But i always wake up before i find out who wins me or him." hoping that sharing that with you will let you open up with me and hopefully i can help.

(ooc: ok i have been tossing around the idea of turning other ash or kieran into vizards but i finally decide that if i ever change ash race it will be into a arrencar like nel it just to me a arrencar fits better and it gives me more room to work with ash. Now i havent decided if i will turn kieran into a vizard hence the dream i can always turn it into a sign that kieran begining to form a inner hollow or it just a dream with a meaning and maybe a clue as to who was behind the killing of kierans family)

"i don't know kieran. When I get mad I... something happens to me and its getting harder and harder to control in when it does happen. Seeing josh and that espada fighting you and amaya filled me with such a rage that I don't think I can hold back whatever I am anymore." Standing there my eyes creep silver with purple scarlia again but I remain myself

"hmm you say it flares up when you are angry and there is the change in eye colour and is that i piece of a hollow mask there? Hmmm there are not many things this points to taz and the most likely one is that you are becoming a vizard. Do you have any idea what may be the start of all this like did you get parts of a hollow enter your body before you became a shinigami if that is what happens then i may be joining you some time as a vizard for you do know that i did defeated a hollow before i join the academy and parts like blood and maybe even some of the mask may of been absorb by my body. And i am here to help you in what ever way i can man all you need to do is say what." i say so that only you will hear it and no one else and if you look to my eyes you will know that i ment every last word that i just said.

Taking in all that kieran is saying I think back. I've been covered with hollow mask and blood before but...just then I figure it out. reaching up to my robe I pull down the left fron section revieling my scar over my heart in the.shape of a spiral"this!" I say while tapping it with my finger"it happened when I was just a small baby." Looking at kieran"maybe your right kieran. Maybe I am a vizard but I can never control this beast within me!"

tell him dragonling that sometimes it not about controling the beast within but getting to know how to flow with it and know when to show who the top dog. i nod my head as i listen to raidou doragon then i say to you. "ok some times it not about control it like with my reiatsu you know that it is a very strong lightning elemental reiatsu and there are times that i can not control it but i can still let it flow and still let it know that i am the boss of it." with that i let lightning form in the palm of my hand letting it go where it wants then i swirl a finger above it and it turns into a image of a coiling dragon for a spilt second or so then i close the palm into a fist and the lightning disappears. "and dont forget i am here and together we can over come anything and i am only doing what you would do in my place." i say while smiling a helpful smile.

"i know kieran but this is different it knows when i'm weakest and then it pounces on the chance." I get close to kieran and whisper"and sometime I think of just letting go.like when I saw josh with that espada. I wanted to let it go." Moving away and speaking normally "but I didn.t because you and amaya,nao,and amiela were there." Standing there,the bit of mask disappers

"What ever you do don't let the hollow win i don't want to kill you if you let the hollow win Zuma and i will be here if you ever need help just don't let it win." i whisper to you so that no one else can hear what i said.

Hearing kierans words I look at him" I will find a way to beat this thing old friend. I always find a way don't I?" I say to,him before adjusting my robes and hoari and looking at the doorway"perhaps we should go back to the meeting now. If we stay out here too long they may get curious."

"yes you do, and yes but wait just a moment i said i had to get something it would be no good to come back with nothing right." with that said i shunpo off then i an back in a min or two carrying a heavy old looking book. I then say. "right now we can go back in. If you are wondering i think i know what the demons are up to and i brought this book as back up. And dont you say any jokes about nomads and reading ok." the last part was in a joking tone of voice i then wait by the door so that we can enter together.

Amaya was sitting on the floor "You can try cat but my arm has been numb ever since I fought that espada occasionally, i will get some feeling then it dissappears."She commented taking in a deep breath rubbing her arm that seemed a bit pale